Hi Jim, just stumbled onto this being away from the forum for a while. Glad you made it through and back with the crazy world as it is now. Looking forward to seeing your next abominable creation.
Cheers,
Wabble
Cheers,
Wabble
Walked toward the light but turned back
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I missed this as well. Glad you beat the Clostridium…..
Hi folks, just a little update.
Am doing great as far as regaining my strength and vigor, my appetite is good
and my weight though a bit low from previous years is actually on par with my
body profile as I was walking around 10kg or so overweight.
Doc has even cut my BP meds by 75% because my fat to body mass numbers
are on par with a healthy ratio.
Am out in the gardens again though on light duty and not allowed in the woods (yet
)
I know I was at the "Gates" at least twice as my unconscious mind (dreams?) had me in
one episode shooing away butterflies that were landing on me only to be informed by a
young boy wrapped in all white who said "those were your Angels" I woke in a shivering cold sweat!
An other found me in a dense fog groping when a delicate hand took mine and began gently leading me.
In front of me were three white vailed figures who were to me obviously females.
They were walking ahead of me so I could only see their backs with one of them leading me.
I thought it quite peaceful and reassuring.
I heard them gently whispering but could not understand them, her hand holding mine suddenly became
ice cold and I felt the worst fear I've ever felt in my life! I violently awoke and was told I was held
down for several minutes before losing consciousness again (I have no recollection of that).
Nearly two years of Soul destroying combat, two Purple Hearts, Bronze Star and throw in a heart attack
in 2011 had never even come close to causing the fear I felt in those moments.
I believe one is given signals when ones time is due and I had fought off many demons in my long
journey through this life. I does seem a bit comforting to know that it was Angels and not Hells minions
who came for me. If there is a "God" he must be forgiving for I always imagined myself playing
snooker with Hitler and Jack the Ripper in my afterlife.
Perfectly awful dio coming soon.
Love and peace to all
Jim.
Am doing great as far as regaining my strength and vigor, my appetite is good
and my weight though a bit low from previous years is actually on par with my
body profile as I was walking around 10kg or so overweight.
Doc has even cut my BP meds by 75% because my fat to body mass numbers
are on par with a healthy ratio.
Am out in the gardens again though on light duty and not allowed in the woods (yet
)I know I was at the "Gates" at least twice as my unconscious mind (dreams?) had me in
one episode shooing away butterflies that were landing on me only to be informed by a
young boy wrapped in all white who said "those were your Angels" I woke in a shivering cold sweat!
An other found me in a dense fog groping when a delicate hand took mine and began gently leading me.
In front of me were three white vailed figures who were to me obviously females.
They were walking ahead of me so I could only see their backs with one of them leading me.
I thought it quite peaceful and reassuring.
I heard them gently whispering but could not understand them, her hand holding mine suddenly became
ice cold and I felt the worst fear I've ever felt in my life! I violently awoke and was told I was held
down for several minutes before losing consciousness again (I have no recollection of that).
Nearly two years of Soul destroying combat, two Purple Hearts, Bronze Star and throw in a heart attack
in 2011 had never even come close to causing the fear I felt in those moments.
I believe one is given signals when ones time is due and I had fought off many demons in my long
journey through this life. I does seem a bit comforting to know that it was Angels and not Hells minions
who came for me. If there is a "God" he must be forgiving for I always imagined myself playing
snooker with Hitler and Jack the Ripper in my afterlife.
Perfectly awful dio coming soon.
Love and peace to all
Jim.
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